I had to realize
I hate it, I feed it
Believed my own lies
I really think that I could use somebody
Somebody to bring me back to life
Sometimes it comes in waves
And hits me out of nowhere like a hurricane
Feels like I’m going insane
I don’t wanna be a problem
But my self-control’s a losing game
When the venom’s in my veins
Yeah, you know me
Makin friends with all my demons, never lonely
Self-destructive and I know it but it’s only
A matter of time before I’m outta my mind
I wish that I could rewind
I don’t know when I became somebody
Somebody I don’t recognize
I swear to God I never saw this coming
I never thought I’d leave it all behind
I want it, don’t need it
I had to realize
I hate it, I feed it
Believed my own lies
I really think that I could use somebody
Somebody to bring me back to life
Yeah, you know me
Makin friends with all my demons, never lonely
Self-destructive and I know it but its only
A matter of time
Before it’s flatlined vital signs
Can I be revived?
Can I be revived?
I don’t know when I became somebody
Somebody I don’t recognize
I swear to God I never saw this coming
I never thought I’d leave it all behind
I want it, don’t need it
I had to realize
I hate it, I feed it
Believed my own lies
I really think that I could use somebody
Somebody to bring me back to life
Can I be revived?
Somebody to bring me back to life
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